Sunday, June 19, 2005

Knot At the End


Slowly ever so dulling
Fading, the lines begin to blur
This feeling of lulling
Dragged to good, I deter


Slipping downward gripping
These thoughts overbearing
Mind's faucet left dripping
Conscious neglected uncaring

Pain indulgence scarred
Determined souls cling
Hands and feet barred
Tears of hatred sting

Deception hiding truth
Light false hopes send
Lies laid right soothe
but a knot lies at the end

Sunday, June 05, 2005

"The Tooth"

   Well, since my last posting I've been in a bit 'o pain. I had a wicked pain in my jaw due to a faulty wisdom tooth which had been applying pressure the the muscles in the jaw. I decided to have the fault removed (pulled) and it's been hell from there...

   This gaping hole in my mouth which once was a tooth, has gathered everything I eat. I constantly taste lunch even at 3am, which fills me with an overwhelming nausea. Sometimes if I drink something too hot or too cold the nerve/nerves send shock-waves to my brain of excruciating pain. I want to rip my skull off and throw it out the window!

   Although I've talked to people who've had teeth pulled, and healed in a week or few, the hole I once called a tooth, is still open and collecting remains. I still live with this hell every other day. I'll probably start writing more when my head clears a bit. Until then, thanks for reading my rant!

-Matt